There was a time when I woke up on Monday morning and the first thing that came to my mind was “how long do I have until Friday?”
I spent so much time looking forward to tomorrow that I forgot to appreciate today. By doing so I robbed myself of joy, peace, love and even time. After much soul searching and prayer, I discovered that I was so anxious because of my negative mindset.
Fridays after 5 pm represented peace and freedom from the chores of life such as my job, being a single parent, and full time student. With that mindset, I was only enjoying 2 days out of the week. I discovered that “In my weakness, His strength is made perfect (2 Corinthians 12:9).” God has called us to cast down every imagination and everything that exalt itself against the knowledge of God and to bring it into captivity (2 Corinthians 10:5).
My perspective didn’t completely change overnight. Every morning I had to be intentional in my confession. When negative thoughts came to mind, I would quote a scripture out loud to drown out the negativity. I would turn on worship music to change that atmosphere. I started praying with my girls before we left the house. That impacted their life more than it did mine.
Before long I began to be excited about every day because I found purpose in each day. If I didn’t achieve the goal that was laid out for me, I didn’t get depressed because I still learned something. In Christ you can’t fail because we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28).
What’s your “Friday”? What is that thing that you feel you need in order to be happy? Marriage? Children? Fame and fortune? Enjoy the journey to it! During this time, you are learning more about yourself and being equipped with what you need in order to sustain the things that you desire. “Friday” will come in its appointed time, until then enjoy today.
Other Scripture reads:
Matthew 6:24
John 10:10
Matthew 6:33


